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Saturday, November 14, 2009 ♥

since long i blog.
didnt go school today.
really dun have the mood plus i am tired.
went out at 5 plus going 6.
wanted to watch 2012.
but in the end cant get the tickets.
so we wanna try our luck at tampines.
but if course no luck.

send fanny back.
and i decide to drink abit under her block.
was chattng with alvin.
and in the end i dunno why i cant find someone.
got worried.
wanna find that person. but still......
only can wait for the return call.
disappointed is the only word.
for ur temper if u think i accuse u,
u will shot me back for sure.
but u didnt.

i dunno wad i can say.
anyway. it had been one year since i noe u.
seriously i am very happy this whole year.
only for some occasion.
not that i dun wanna believe.
is i dunno how to convince myself to do so.
when many stuff i link up but there is no link.
i dunno why.
i am worried. do u noe why??
why i will talk to u in this way today.
wad i can say is i wan u to have a happy life.
but if u chose not to have one.
i dunno wad i can do anymore also.
i can only protect u. nth else i can do.
u r big enough to noe wad u can and cannot do.
i dun wanna force u to do anything u dun wan to.

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Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥

wad should i say.
busy day ya.
woke up 10 in the morning.
perpare and went to fetch fanny.
den head down to yishun for my competition.
not bad ba.
break my record again.
first for team and individual.
high game also. which i got 255.
have to thank alvin quiyi and fanny for coming down and support me.
special thanks to fanny.
lol. cause i make her break her record for perparing.

was chatting with her jux now.
think i said some stuff that i shouldnt again.
my heart suddenly hurt when i was talking.
i noe wad it mean. i really talk too much already.
things that i shouldnt even bring up at all i should say.
wrong topic for today.

i noe how u feel now.
need to calm down i noe.
jux think again ba.
use ur heart to think not ur brain.
u will understand wad i mean by.
one person can had done hundreds of good stuff,
but can nv make one mistake.
but doesnt mean that person is a bad person.
everyone makes mistake.
is how they handle it only.
maybe i should say.
he used another way to cover it back.
i think u noe wad i am trying to tell u.
so ya i shouldnt say so much.

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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 ♥

jux come back from my aunt hse.
with qiuyi and fanny
fan bought new toy for vicvic.
he super happy. keep talking none stop.
lol. but after that he was playing in his own world.
so cute rite.lol.
how good to be them.
so wu you wu lu de.

good luck to myself for tml de competition.
hope can get high game.
shall go back to my game liao.

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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ♥

felt damn blur now.
dun know wad i had done wrong again.
maybe ba.
did sth that i shouldnt at the wrong time again??
please think straight horx.
nowadays dunno wad happen everyone thinks in a very "funny" way.

i jump out my bed today.
not because i am late.
had a strange dream,
that i nv had before.
weird one i should say.
but the worse thing is,
i forgot wad i dreamt of already.
lol. nvm forget it.
dun think is anything g0od.

feel like hiding myself this few days.
dunno why also. haix.

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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

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today is my first day of school.
but i didnt go.
dun ask me why.
i dunno why too.
going to school means nth to me now.
seriously.

woke up at 10 plus in the morning.
went doc, get my mc and back home.
went kbox after that.
order quite alot of drinks for myself.
jux feel like drinking.
not in good mood??
not really.
jux thinking abt some stuff.

sometimes i jux wish i can live happily for one year.
one year will do i think.
to let me spend time enjoying myself
and throwing all the problems at the back of my head.
i really wish this could happen to me.
it is like a dream to me.
because i noe it will nv happen.

was chatting with alvin fan and penglin yesterday.
penglin put down first.
after that i start talking abt some stuff.
i dunno whether is right for me to bring it up or not.
nvm.

wad i can say if i did anything wrong tell me.
i am not god that will noe wad u r thinking now.
even if i noe wad i can do is to say.
everything will be fine.
because sometime we may be thinking too much.
not that i am trying to make u feel better.
but it is the truth.
unless we got all the prove,
or i should say if we confront him abt it.

like wad i told u.
if my percentage doesnt increase,
den u dun have to worry.
ya i noe how u feel now.
feel so uncomfortable abt all this thing.
of course i can help u out by asking him lots or tons of Q.
i will get the answer for sure.
if the answer is sth we dun wan to noe??
wad r u going to do.
ya we can be positive to think that is some answers we wan.
of course it would be good.
i mean for everyone.
but still....
u r someone that can handle ur own emotions well.
i hope u can do the same for this.
i promise it will be over soon.
trust me.

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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥

had a chalet on friday till sunday.
was tired but still it was fun.
it had been 5 months since the last chatlet.
which is on my birthday.
wad a 'great' one this year.
nahx. shouldnt talk abt this.
who was at the chalet i shouldnt say le.

this chalet did make me think of the past.
was chatting with wesley,
and he make me realise that many things in my life had become a past tense.
all of it had become part of my memories.
if u ask me how i feel abt it. i will only say sad.
why?i dunno how to answer also...
wesley was telling me that day.
they are also good ppl.
i noe. of course i noe that.
but wad i can say was i dun wan to go back to my life which i had before.

when i was chatting with him.
we came across this topic.
wad was it. haha.
is abt my cute sister.
even though we both agree that she was being spoil by me.
but still haha.
we both also agree that dun dotes on her is sth we wun be able to do.
maybe it sounds funny but nvm.
i noe wad i am talking abt can already.
she is my sister after all.
no matter how she throw her temper or attitude to me.
she is still my sister.
plus i do throw my temper toward her also. lol.

this two days after i came back from the chalet,
i was thinking abt the past stuff i had been doing.
so many that i dun really remember.
many times i wanted to get the photo ablum out.
but i tell myself that everything in there is a past.
i shouldnt be looking at it now.

hey. do u noe sth.
everytime i go out with u all, i felt so happy.
like i am back to my ownself.
as in i dun need to hide anymore.
but wad i noe was the more i felt this way,
the more i will be scare that one day sth like wad he say will come true.
i dunno whether u noe wad i am talking abt.
wad i can say is i am jux scare.
as we are really very good now.
is much more better den the past sisters i had.
so i really treasure it alot.

hmm. nvm. having headache now.
shall go to bed now.

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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Friday, September 18, 2009 ♥

finally i got the time to blog again. lol.
busy with bowling once again.
felt more confidence in playing now.
dunno how to explain why i lost my interest in it for that period of time.
but now. lol. i am back.

many stuff happen in the past one month.
mostly happy one of course.
cycling bowling shopping and bla bla bla.

nine games of bowling yesterday.
my finger damn pain now. lol.
cause i had my league on wed.
not bad ba. at least i win all the five point. :)

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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Thursday, August 13, 2009 ♥

another day had pass by me.
how fast, in four months time it would be the end of this year.
planning and planning..
thinking and thinking.
how things can be done.
and will definately make them happy.
i dunno.

actually sometimes i would rather others help me plan for my bdae also.
will that happen??
planning in the sense that i dun have to lay my hand on anything,
or even call anyone but they will be there for it.
i am sick of calling ppl and they dun turn up.
some i noe why they cant.
but some.........
lol.
wad the hell am i typing.
how will that happen.
since the year i started celebrating my bdae,
i will need to organise everything.

but still i need to thank my three sisters and buddy this year.
one of them acc me through out,
and the other help me out alot on stuff for my bdae.
the last one can turn up already good enough.lol
because normally she cant stay out late..
buddy help alot too.

i noe who care for me and who dote on me.
ya i do. i really do.
but my temper.
still wasnt that good to really tolerate everything.
i can tolerate some ppl,
because i dun wanna show my ownself infront of them.
i can tolerate them because i dun think they worth me as their someone.
please dun mistaken. this someone means 'sister' or 'family member'.
ya. sometimes i do treat my own friends as my family members.
why??
because they worth it.
seriously, they worth it.
and i am happy i have them by my side.
where can i find a sister that will seriously nag at me all the time??
where can i find a sister that will really scold me upside down
when she sees me doing stupid stuff??
lol. yes i did. i found them.they r by myside.
one always there for me when i call up.
the other will be there when i need a break.
and this last one,
will be there everyday to acc me without fail.

i think i talk too much today.
shouldnt say so much ya.
shall go to bed already.

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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥